Hellooooooooo. This might be a long shit post where I'll talk about my ((weird)) habits. I find some of it annoying and kinda funny so I guess it would be great if I share it with you guys..... since I don't have any idea what to write on this blog lol

a. People

The first time meeting people will always be awkward as hell. So do I. It felt kinda annoying when I wanted to introduce myself first but then the other people suddenly started to talk about herself and we were like smiling or laughing to each other, didn't know what to do and thought shit stuffs like "bitch you just cut off my words now I let you speak why the hell aren't you speaking" but usually it went smooth, at least for now. Har har har.

b. Friends

Actually, it is very hard to be my friend if you don't approach me first. But if I approach you first, then it means I wanna be your friend. And seriously I have no best friend till now. Well, since I am so phobia to replace my old best friend which I lost him a few months ago, I thought that best friends are bullshit. They changed, some are good and some are bad. And he was the bad one. Hm.... Oh and I hate it so much if someone say "apa yang kau merepek ni" when I'm in the middle of explaining important stuffs. Friends or not, my fist, on your face :)

c. Eating

I like foods. Wherever I go, I will always munch foods. Yknow I kinda hate it when I see a couple, eating together at a restaurant, talking about love stuffs (ew) but didn't finish their meals. Why? Because they feel shy to eat a lot in front of their lover. Dude, that's fucking gay. Girls, I've seen this a lot. Please, don't be scared to eat in front of your guys. If they love you sincerely, they will love you for whatever you do. You can't hide your eating habits from them coz one day, soon, if you guys get married, you guys will have to share your secrets too even if it's bad. Don't feel offend but this is just my opinion. I just don't like it when people doesn't finish their foods. Such a waste. Btw I'm eating sushi while I write this hehehe.

d. Relationship

Seriously, my kind of relationship is the one where the girl and the boy could talk shits about themselves, doesn't feel offend when mocking, call each other with stupid names and act like we're not even a couple when we're hanging out together. I love those stuffs <3 For me, it's kinda boring to call each other 'sweetheart' lah, 'baby' lah. That's because most people use that nickname when they're in relationship. Well sorry mister, I'm not. I'm different than the other girls.

e. School

Euurrgghhh. I hate school. Not because I have to wake up at 5.50am everyday, not because I always get summon tickets from the teacher whenever I don't hand on my homework, no. I hate school because I have to waste years to learn useless subjects when my dream is to be a photographer. I don't even know why does photography relates to history subject. Yep. You guys know the answer is 'does not relate at all' but YEAH THAT'S PRETTY MUCH MY PROBLEM HERE DO YOU EVEN FEEL ME. But the thing that I hate the most is that the clock goes too fucking slow in school. And I'll always get impatient for recess time. Btw, my fave questions when I'm at school are "when are we going home" or "homework ah?" or "what time is it now"

d. Crush/Boyfriend

I have this one weird habit where I'll recognize and remember my crush/boyfriend's back look. Don't think that I'm a sick pervert okay. It's just that I'm shy to talk or stand in front of them so I usually sneak behind them and enjoy the precious moments of life by watching their back view (lol okay I do sound like a sick pervert but seriously, I'm not). And even though I have the courage to talk to them, I find it hard to look at them in the eyes. It's like their eyes are shooting laser or smthg that can make me blush so hard like a tomato colour on my face lmao.

e. Fashion

Fashion is my life. I like to match my clothes and pants with different colours because it's not fashion if it's just one colour yknow. Fyi, if I save money, I'll spend all of it on fashion. And of course my hobby is online shopping. I had tried to get away from this bad habits coz I'm afraid if I'll spend my soon first salary on fashion and I might end up with only 20 cents left but I can't. Nice clothes are just nice to spend on omg

f. Thousand of feelings

When I'm nervous, I'll always play with my nails. Yknow like rub it or bite it smthg like that. When I'm sad, I'll be as quiet as I can to get rid of those sad feelings by myself. But I usually end up crying alone in my room. What else.... Oh, when I'm happy, there's always a moment when I suddenly think of those sad people that doesn't have the chance to be happy like us (that's fucking weird idek why) and when I'm angry, I always bite my lips. Sometimes I bite it so hard till it's bleeding ^^;

******

Okay, that was awkward. Hahaha. There's actually more than this but I guess eight is enough. And whoooops, trial PMR is getting nearer and I haven't prepare a shit gosh. Btw, I got number 18 in my class. Well, I had tried my best but I could only got 5As. Better try harder next time. Okay then. SYS ah? Bye!

Hellooooooooo. This might be a long shit post where I'll talk about my ((weird)) habits. I find some of it annoying and kinda funny so I guess it would be great if I share it with you guys..... since I don't have any idea what to write on this blog lol

a. People

The first time meeting people will always be awkward as hell. So do I. It felt kinda annoying when I wanted to introduce myself first but then the other people suddenly started to talk about herself and we were like smiling or laughing to each other, didn't know what to do and thought shit stuffs like "bitch you just cut off my words now I let you speak why the hell aren't you speaking" but usually it went smooth, at least for now. Har har har.

b. Friends

Actually, it is very hard to be my friend if you don't approach me first. But if I approach you first, then it means I wanna be your friend. And seriously I have no best friend till now. Well, since I am so phobia to replace my old best friend which I lost him a few months ago, I thought that best friends are bullshit. They changed, some are good and some are bad. And he was the bad one. Hm.... Oh and I hate it so much if someone say "apa yang kau merepek ni" when I'm in the middle of explaining important stuffs. Friends or not, my fist, on your face :)

c. Eating

I like foods. Wherever I go, I will always munch foods. Yknow I kinda hate it when I see a couple, eating together at a restaurant, talking about love stuffs (ew) but didn't finish their meals. Why? Because they feel shy to eat a lot in front of their lover. Dude, that's fucking gay. Girls, I've seen this a lot. Please, don't be scared to eat in front of your guys. If they love you sincerely, they will love you for whatever you do. You can't hide your eating habits from them coz one day, soon, if you guys get married, you guys will have to share your secrets too even if it's bad. Don't feel offend but this is just my opinion. I just don't like it when people doesn't finish their foods. Such a waste. Btw I'm eating sushi while I write this hehehe.

d. Relationship

Seriously, my kind of relationship is the one where the girl and the boy could talk shits about themselves, doesn't feel offend when mocking, call each other with stupid names and act like we're not even a couple when we're hanging out together. I love those stuffs <3 For me, it's kinda boring to call each other 'sweetheart' lah, 'baby' lah. That's because most people use that nickname when they're in relationship. Well sorry mister, I'm not. I'm different than the other girls.

e. School

Euurrgghhh. I hate school. Not because I have to wake up at 5.50am everyday, not because I always get summon tickets from the teacher whenever I don't hand on my homework, no. I hate school because I have to waste years to learn useless subjects when my dream is to be a photographer. I don't even know why does photography relates to history subject. Yep. You guys know the answer is 'does not relate at all' but YEAH THAT'S PRETTY MUCH MY PROBLEM HERE DO YOU EVEN FEEL ME. But the thing that I hate the most is that the clock goes too fucking slow in school. And I'll always get impatient for recess time. Btw, my fave questions when I'm at school are "when are we going home" or "homework ah?" or "what time is it now"

d. Crush/Boyfriend

I have this one weird habit where I'll recognize and remember my crush/boyfriend's back look. Don't think that I'm a sick pervert okay. It's just that I'm shy to talk or stand in front of them so I usually sneak behind them and enjoy the precious moments of life by watching their back view (lol okay I do sound like a sick pervert but seriously, I'm not). And even though I have the courage to talk to them, I find it hard to look at them in the eyes. It's like their eyes are shooting laser or smthg that can make me blush so hard like a tomato colour on my face lmao.

e. Fashion

Fashion is my life. I like to match my clothes and pants with different colours because it's not fashion if it's just one colour yknow. Fyi, if I save money, I'll spend all of it on fashion. And of course my hobby is online shopping. I had tried to get away from this bad habits coz I'm afraid if I'll spend my soon first salary on fashion and I might end up with only 20 cents left but I can't. Nice clothes are just nice to spend on omg

f. Thousand of feelings

When I'm nervous, I'll always play with my nails. Yknow like rub it or bite it smthg like that. When I'm sad, I'll be as quiet as I can to get rid of those sad feelings by myself. But I usually end up crying alone in my room. What else.... Oh, when I'm happy, there's always a moment when I suddenly think of those sad people that doesn't have the chance to be happy like us (that's fucking weird idek why) and when I'm angry, I always bite my lips. Sometimes I bite it so hard till it's bleeding ^^;

******

Okay, that was awkward. Hahaha. There's actually more than this but I guess eight is enough. And whoooops, trial PMR is getting nearer and I haven't prepare a shit gosh. Btw, I got number 18 in my class. Well, I had tried my best but I could only got 5As. Better try harder next time. Okay then. SYS ah? Bye!

Atiqah; a 15-year-old bastard. She stays in Johor Bahru. She studies at SMK Ulu Tiram. She wants to be a photographer in future. Her life is pretty much ruined by kpop. Likes to read english novel and watch horror movies. BIGBANG's Seungri probably had took over her heart (not that she complains about it tho).

She is not a good person. She is bad. She likes to judge people but she hates being judged. She also hates when people can overcome her smartness. Yeah, she is a competitive girl, in a nice way. She is a person that is hard to accept fates. She is just a normal human being, who doesn't have a strong heart.

She starts blogging since 2008 (more like the year she starts writing crap entries, heh). Had used and changed a lot of URLs before this. And she used to be known as Ae-cha.

She likes editing. She posts her edits on her tumblr. She had made over 400 graphics till now. She is known as seungriwaifu; the girl who loves and adores Seungri that much (bleurgh). She starts posting her artworks since 2011. She doesn't really know the people that always appear on her dash but she still likes their editing style. She hopes she can be one of the favourite editors on tumblr.

In her family, she is the eldest among the 4 siblings. She is pretty tall, her height is 161cm, and she is pretty fat as well. Uhm... let's not mention her weight shall we? Anyway, she likes to stay in her room. Laptop, foods and trashes are the main stuffs that can be found in her room. But the weird thing is, her room doesn't even smell stink. Cool right?