GUYYYYYSSS I'M BACK! Gosh, it's been a month since the last time I posted an entry? Dammit.
Okay so this might be a quick post, and short, or maybe long well whatever. I just want to tell you guys that me, Atiqah, the cutest thing ever in the world, am on hiatus mode YAAAYY!!!!11! LETZ PARTY BIJEZ. Okay no. Why would people throw a party just because I'm on hiatus mode? Or maybe there are some haters out there that actually celebrated this....... Hmmmmhmmmmm well fuck it.
Sorry I was just joking. What am I going to tell you guys is that I'm on hiatus mode starting today, because PMR is just near the corner, and by near I mean THERE'S ONLY TWO WEEKS LEFT HOLY MOTHER OF STRAWBERRIES GUYS. Two damn weeks left but I'm still here sitting in front of the laptop, watching The Master's Sun, while eating pizza, with no pants on, and watching random shits on youtube, especially the video where shane and joey making out together..... Wait what?
Tbh, I'm so scared because I am totally not prepared for this examination shit but still, I can't wait to face it because I'm so tired with school and school probably doesn't give a fuck about me anymore so yeah.... everyone is waiting for the holidays and so do I. And I just can't wait to, finally have a great time with my laptop, and my camera, oooh especially my phone, where I can tweet this and that and insta this and that and whatever shit that I always do there I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!
And being the random me, I've been promising to myself to make vlogs with my friends and stuffs on this year's school holidays because, everyone is like, applying for SBP and MRSM schools and I'm just staying at my current school, doing the same shits all over again because it's not that you're smarter than me, it's because I'm lazier than you. So.... yeah. It might be a memorable thing we will ever do. I'm looking forward for it and I'm pretty sure I'll post it on my youtube channel, you can find the link to it on my links page here, and really I'm just excited for this. Don't ask me why cos I don't have the right answer to that............ Fucking weird uGH.
I'm gonna end this post here. I'll update more after PMR, I guess. Wish me luck for my PMR examination. I really hope I can get 8As so that I can ask my parents to buy me an iPhone and leave my house and fuck the world up. Nahh I'm just joking......................... BUT WHO KNOWS RIGHT LOL. Okay then, I will leave you for around one month with this shoey gif that I
accidentally found on google just now.
Btw, stop drooling over joey's face. I know he's hot but ew girl, wipe off that disgusting saliva of yours. HAHAHA BYE!
Labels: life
I'm tired of my life?????
Honestly, it's hard to be me. I live with lies and problems. I wake up with anxiety and I sleep with criticism. I have a lot of friends, but none of them are my REAL friend. I always act like I'm happy. I always act like I'm good. No one knows about my inside, about the real me, about the girl that always afraid of losing someone the she loves, about the girl that always force herself to fake smiles, about the girl who is perfect at twisting her reality life. No one really cares about me.
I hate it when people try to be nice with me when they always talk bad behind me. I hate it when I have to figure out something that is important to me at the last minute. I hate it when I look at them acting like that. I hate it when I always being left behind when they are gathering. I just hate everything.
Well yeah, you might be thinking; Dude, there are a lot of people facing worse problems than yours so stop bitching here, or Problems are the main reason why people smile because they finally knew how to solve it, or maybe Keep trying, you are still young. Fucking bullshits.
Yes, I do admit that I am not the only one who experience these shits. There are millions teenagers out there that are just the same like me. A perfect life person might say that I'm just like one of the characters from the TV; so full of dramas. You know what? Have you feel it? Have you ever feel this kind of too depressed feeling? No? So stop judging and stfu. Teenagers who are like me are easy enough being hurt by words. Do you know how they overcome it? They cried. Every. Single. Night. because no one is willing to hear their problems, to be there to give advice, or even lend a shoulder to cry on.
Another thing is, I don't understand my parents. Or maybe they don't understand me. Why? They always mad at me because I don't really spend time with them and I always lock myself in my room. But do you know? Do they ever ask me why I do that? NO. 'Cause when I try to talk to them, the very first sentence that will come out from their mouth is How's school? How's school?? Did they just ask me how's school???? If I could, I would tell them every single details about my problems at school but then Have you done studying? I bought you exercises books not for your room display okay and there goes my feet stepping annoyingly toward my room. Can you see that?
Wait what? Boyfriend? Heh. Can't even get myself a best friend but now we're talking about boyfriend? Yeah, right. I'm too easy to be tricked on, to be cheated on. They came, and they left. They thought that my heart is just like a fucking toy. You play and treat them with full of care, but when you got a new one, they just throw you away, not caring a shit. Hey, it wasn't my fault to be in love with them. And it wasn't their fault to be stupidly attracted to me. Shit happens, dude. But the one who always cry and heartbroken would always be me.
I don't write craps. This is the real me. This is my story. I'm just an author to the book of my life. I write memories, I write my thoughts, I write everything that happens around me. My problem is, I need to open a new book. I need to forget and erase all the memories that I've wrote. I need to be myself. I need to move on. Yeah, one day soon. I just hope I can close this old book and keep it safely in my heart.... or maybe not.
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Sorry cos I didn't update with raya photos like what I promised in my last post. Promises are meant to be broken. Hah! Whatever. I'm just not in the mood today. My friends told me that they will raya together from one house to another so I was like "yeah my mom even suggested that you guys should come to my house" but they were like "uhh we will go to the other houses first but we can't confirm whether we go to your house or not" "i dont really understand the plan but oh well it's okay tho if you don't wanna come. i don't care. up to you guys." "let me make it clear. 10 am we will gather at nad's house and then we will start bla bla bla bla faham?" Seriously are you mad??? I just said that I didn't understand how the plan goes but she sent me the text like she was fucking mad at me for saying like that. Well fuck me, huh? All the rights go to her and all the wrongs come from me. Just great. I was just hoping for them to come to my house as well because my mom didn't get the chance to talk with them on last year's raya and also, I haven't once join them raya together because no one even bothers to INVITE me to celebrate raya with them before this. It's okay tho. Like what I said just now, no one really cares about me.
:)
Labels: life, sobs
This is just a quick entry I guess. And yeah, I'm still at home, even tho raya is just less than 24 hours????? Idek. Anyway, I feel kinda excited for eid but still sad for leaving ramadhan. I also feel fabulous because I haven't "cuti" in this year's ramadhan. And yes, imma girl. Booyeah!
I think I'll be leaving to village around 8pm. Dad will be home at evening so I guess we will just iftar together at home and start our journey at night. My village is not that far tho. Ulu Tiram >>> Kota Tinggi. HAH! Tak ada feel nak raya langsung. Hahaha.
By the way, I wish you guys a very happy eid mubarak, okay? Don't play mercun, don't eat a lot, don't skip the house if they serve you air sirap ((like seriously)) and don't ever show that i-fucking-want-duit-raya face. That's kinda........ inappropriate to do. And last but not least, drive carefully and be safe! Wow I nag a lot today.
I think that's all. I'll update this blog next week with some raya photos. Take care. Bye! ^^
Labels: life
Ayo waddup. So, PMR trial has just ended (26/07 till 01/08) and that means, FREEDOM BABY. Fuhh. Five torturing days, PMR candidates sitting in dewan, holding a pencil and a pen, answering all those hard questions, just to achieve our dream; straight As. It pretty much sounds crazy right I mean you sleep at 4am everyday just to read or do revisions to prepare for PMR. Damn.
A lot of things happened during the exam. And when I say "things", I meant shit stuffs.
Why? What? Something happened? Well yeah, someone just ruined my life. And I can't believe it happened during the exam week dammit. Actually, I was in a relationship with this guy, he's fifteen, just like me, but he's in the second class while I'm in the first class. We had been dating since Form 1 but we decided to break up since we are facing PMR this year, so yeah, it was a heartbreaking moment but it's for the best.
He said that he will wait for me until the end of PMR examination and I was like "uh yeah okay whatever as long as we're together after that then I'm fine with this". So I wait. Till now. It has been 6 months, I guess. But surprisingly, on last Friday, our school did iftar jamaie together with the teachers, and I heard his classmates said that he likes a girl from his class. Man, only God knows how sad and angry I was at that time.
I don't really care if he's dating with another girl, because I know, one day, this thing will happen. But it makes me angry that he doesn't even care about my feelings. Why wouldn't he tell me about it? Why didn't he just admit it? If only he tells me the truth earlier, then I won't be keeping my grudge on him (once I hate that person, I'll hate her/him, like, forever, duhh, and revenge is just my style okay it's a natural feeling).
I cried....... for two days. I've been dealing with the problem by myself. I don't really like to share it with my friends. I always thought that if I could deal with those bullshits, I could be stronger than before. But it just hurts. It hurts to know about these things. It hurts to know the truth. But it only hurts more to be the last person to acknowledge it.
I couldn't bear with the pain and I guessed sharing my problems with the right person won't hurt nobody so I told my friend, Sabrina, about it. I'm not really used to share my problems with her but I thought that she might cheer me up a lil bit. And yeah, she really did a great job at cheering me up.
For the first time after 48 hours I was in dilemma, I can finally smile again. I can finally put on that happy grin and show it to everyone, and it wasn't fake at all. And the best part is, I moved on. Damn that was quick. Hahaha. There is a quote that I had read before this, idek who wrote it, but it sounds like this:
Stop crying and keep smiling. He/she doesn't worth your tears.
It sounds nice isn't it? And I don't think I can get over this painful moment, but I will just go through it so that it reminds me my bitter past and so that I won't do it again in future. Also, to remind me that I need to find a boyfriend like pewdiepie. Damn guys you really need to check out his youtube channel! I've been subscribed to him since early 2013 and he never fails to make me laugh and cry, well that's because he is very kind to his BROs (bro is his fandom name). And seriously you need to ship him (real name is Felix) with his girlfriend (Marzia) because thEY ARE SO KAWAII DESU DO YOU EVEN FEEL ME????!?!
Okay guys. I'm gonna end this post here. I wrote a lot of things today, and blah blah blah, I know that I'm too young to have a boyfriend. But that's the point! It actually reminds me to not date a guy if you're still studying in schools because those guys are still students, and what's the point of having them to be your boyfriend if they still can't make money?! Lmao. That's all, bye!
Labels: life, school
Hellooooooooo. This might be a long shit post where I'll talk about my ((weird)) habits. I find some of it annoying and kinda funny so I guess it would be great if I share it with you guys..... since I don't have any idea what to write on this blog lol
a. People
The first time meeting people will always be awkward as hell. So do I. It felt kinda annoying when I wanted to introduce myself first but then the other people suddenly started to talk about herself and we were like smiling or laughing to each other, didn't know what to do and thought shit stuffs like "bitch you just cut off my words now I let you speak why the hell aren't you speaking" but usually it went smooth, at least for now. Har har har.
b. Friends
Actually, it is very hard to be my friend if you don't approach me first. But if I approach you first, then it means I wanna be your friend. And seriously I have no best friend till now. Well, since I am so phobia to replace my old best friend which I lost him a few months ago, I thought that best friends are bullshit. They changed, some are good and some are bad. And he was the bad one. Hm.... Oh and I hate it so much if someone say "apa yang kau merepek ni" when I'm in the middle of explaining important stuffs. Friends or not, my fist, on your face :)
c. Eating
I like foods. Wherever I go, I will always munch foods. Yknow I kinda hate it when I see a couple, eating together at a restaurant, talking about love stuffs (ew) but didn't finish their meals. Why? Because they feel shy to eat a lot in front of their lover. Dude, that's fucking gay. Girls, I've seen this a lot. Please, don't be scared to eat in front of your guys. If they love you sincerely, they will love you for whatever you do. You can't hide your eating habits from them coz one day, soon, if you guys get married, you guys will have to share your secrets too even if it's bad. Don't feel offend but this is just my opinion. I just don't like it when people doesn't finish their foods. Such a waste. Btw I'm eating sushi while I write this hehehe.
d. Relationship
Seriously, my kind of relationship is the one where the girl and the boy could talk shits about themselves, doesn't feel offend when mocking, call each other with stupid names and act like we're not even a couple when we're hanging out together. I love those stuffs <3 For me, it's kinda boring to call each other 'sweetheart' lah, 'baby' lah. That's because most people use that nickname when they're in relationship. Well sorry mister, I'm not. I'm different than the other girls.
e. School
Euurrgghhh. I hate school. Not because I have to wake up at 5.50am everyday, not because I always get summon tickets from the teacher whenever I don't hand on my homework, no. I hate school because I have to waste years to learn useless subjects when my dream is to be a photographer. I don't even know why does photography relates to history subject. Yep. You guys know the answer is 'does not relate at all' but YEAH THAT'S PRETTY MUCH MY PROBLEM HERE DO YOU EVEN FEEL ME. But the thing that I hate the most is that the clock goes too fucking slow in school. And I'll always get impatient for recess time. Btw, my fave questions when I'm at school are "when are we going home" or "homework ah?" or "what time is it now"
d. Crush/Boyfriend
I have this one weird habit where I'll recognize and remember my crush/boyfriend's back look. Don't think that I'm a sick pervert okay. It's just that I'm shy to talk or stand in front of them so I usually sneak behind them and enjoy the precious moments of life by watching their back view (lol okay I do sound like a sick pervert but seriously, I'm not). And even though I have the courage to talk to them, I find it hard to look at them in the eyes. It's like their eyes are shooting laser or smthg that can make me blush so hard like a tomato colour on my face lmao.
e. Fashion
Fashion is my life. I like to match my clothes and pants with different colours because it's not fashion if it's just one colour yknow. Fyi, if I save money, I'll spend all of it on fashion. And of course my hobby is online shopping. I had tried to get away from this bad habits coz I'm afraid if I'll spend my soon first salary on fashion and I might end up with only 20 cents left but I can't. Nice clothes are just nice to spend on omg
f. Thousand of feelings
When I'm nervous, I'll always play with my nails. Yknow like rub it or bite it smthg like that. When I'm sad, I'll be as quiet as I can to get rid of those sad feelings by myself. But I usually end up crying alone in my room. What else.... Oh, when I'm happy, there's always a moment when I suddenly think of those sad people that doesn't have the chance to be happy like us (that's fucking weird idek why) and when I'm angry, I always bite my lips. Sometimes I bite it so hard till it's bleeding ^^;
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Okay, that was awkward. Hahaha. There's actually more than this but I guess eight is enough. And whoooops, trial PMR is getting nearer and I haven't prepare a shit gosh. Btw, I got number 18 in my class. Well, I had tried my best but I could only got 5As. Better try harder next time. Okay then. SYS ah? Bye!
Labels: life
New book, new look, new life
Hye guys. So school has started today and things were doing just fine, well at least for me. The girls, as usual, gossip-ing like there's no tomorrow. While the guys..... idk. Nothing interesting to talk about them. Hahaha. And I proudly announced to my friends that I had lost 2kgs in two weeks (we did a bet before the school holiday started but everyone had gained weight so they just shut their mouth and didn't mention about it which I'm totally fine with it coz I just wanna brag about my new weight heh)
Today at school, I heard a lot of whines like "two weeks are not enough for me" and "I wanna sleep". Okay I admit those whines were not from my friends but from my own mouth lol. It's true! Two weeks are not enough for me to relax. I need my beauty sleep you know, don't even judge me.
And as usual, I always looked out to the windows, hoping to see my crush. Two weeks off, how could I not miss him right. But I don't really like him now. It's just that I couldn't trust him anymore (the hell did I just say) (why am I changing the topic) (and why the hell do I keep writing in brackets)
In English class, Sir returned our exam paper and when Sir called my name, Amir said "Atiqah? Hm dia tu takyah cakap lah." At that moment, I could just shout "kwajo" (tho I don't really like that word hm) but I teased him and did that smirk while I took my paper from Sir. Lol I should've looked at his face. TAKE THAT, YOU BIG-CHEATING-ON-EXAM GUY. And after English class, gosh can you guys believe it? He was talking about porn! Eurgh. He talked to Haiqal and said that "hardcore" is better than "anal" and I was like "wtf did you just say" but Haiqal didn't understand those words and didn't have any idea what Amir was talking about. Well thank God, I don't want that giant guy ruined my friends' mind.
Well that's all, I guess. Hope I will write on this blog even more in the future. Even tho I was just babbling alone and you guys probably won't read my posts har har har. Wait, you guys really don't read my posts?
You guys don't even know how much I love him. He's also the reason why I'm downloading a lot of games. HAHA! Don't judge mehhhhhhhhh. I'm serious.
Labels: life, out of topic, school
Hye guys. So it has been 3 months since the last time I posted on this blog. School stuffs and shits, well you know it. And after two weeks of
hell exam, I finally got two weeks off from school. Unfortunately, the two weeks holiday is not as sweet as how you describe the 'holiday' word when the teachers gave thousands of homework to be done by this holiday. Seriously, this is not the holiday that I've been waiting for.
Anyways, fuck the homework coz YOLO right? And yep, when I said that, I really DID that. I haven't done a shit and even touch my bag. LOL nO. I need my beauty sleep for these two weeks, okay. Hahaha. Haaaaaa...... um okay so what now? Omg this is so embarassing. Idek what to say anymore.
Oh! I want to officially announce that I've reached 1000+ followers on tumblr. YEAH DUDE BOOM FUCKING SHAKALAKA. Thanks to you guys who had followed me. Seriously, I don't know why do you guys follow my crappy tumblog I mean all I did is just sit on the sofa, open tumblr, reblog, reblog, reblog, likes, reblog, cats, food porn, reblog, breathe, reblog and reblog. And lately I've listed my fav editors from tumblr and try to learn from their editing style. Well, I don't think that's copying tho. And as long as they didn't feel mad or uncomfortable (wait wHAT) with my edits/gifs, I'm fine.
Maybe you guys follow my tumblog just because "Oooh, another seungri fanblog. Lemme follow this and soon unfollow back whenever I have time" or "Lemme follow this blog and steal her edits/gifs and crop her sign out and post it on my tumblr and tagged it as mine so that I gain more followers" or "A kpop blog??? *stares* *stares* *stares* *stares* *stares* *follows* *ten minutes later* *unfollow*" Hahaha well who knows right? But I really don't care about the number of followers. As long as you guys like my edits/gifs, that would make me feel happy. I know, this may sound cheesy or what, but, I LOVE YOU GUYS. YEAH. GOODBYE.
Labels: life, lol
Segmen Whoopers 1st Anniversary
Assalamualaikum & Annyeong n.n
Kay aku sebenarnya menangis bila baca
entry ni. Serious, baca tajuk dia je dah mengalir air mata. Entah kenapa, aku rasa macam baru je masuk group tu, padahal dah setahun dah ni

Saat-saat bersama Whoopers? Hmm aku ni dah lah tak aktif. Kenangan mendenya kan hahaha. Tapi seriously, itu je lah group yang aku rasa aku suka dengan semua ahli dia. Cuma
sorang tu je lah kan. Har har ._.
Well, maybe korang dah lupa kot pasal tu. Sebab aku pun tak suka kecoh-kecoh kan masalah. Aku sebenarnya nak pendam je dalam hati, tapi bila dah sakit sangat, aku terpaksa bertindak. I made a stupid decision on that time,
I leaved the group. Sengal kan aku? Tapi kalau aku tak buat perkara yang sengal tu, maybe aku akan sakit hati sampai ke hari ni. Hmm. And thanks to Darla unnie for helping me /bows/

Lepas beberapa minggu, aku masuk balik group tu. Orang tu pun dah senyap je. So aku rasa,
okaylah biarlah apa nak jadi, tapi kalau benda ni happen lagi, memang aku terpaksa leave group tu and tak join balik. And yes, aku menangis. Menangis bukan sebab sakit hati, tapi menangis sebab aku yang tak selalu bergaul dengan diorang ni pun tetap ada manusia yang ambik berat pasal aku

And dari kejadian tu lah, aku dapat best friend nama Alyaa

Seriously guys, dia ni baik gila and comel and sporting and comel and macam-macam lah. Hahaha. Kitorang selalu chat dekat fb. One day, dia ada call. And, it was my very first time for hearing her voice! Suara cam budak umur enam tahun wehhh jealous aku hahaha

Uhhhhmmm bias? Terang lagi ber-flaslight dah, of course Seungri

Hohoho. And madu? Wait,
madu? Aku tak tahu lah tapi aku rasa Hafiz hyung sorang je kot hehehe. Sebab kebanyakan korang ni suka group-group baru cam EXO and B.A.P, kan kan kan? ._.
"5 Whoopers yang anda rapat" Seriously weh nak nangis aku baca point tu. Bila dikira, tak lebih tak kurang, lol memang tepat-tepat 5 orang ni je yang aku rasa aku rapat:
1. Alyaa : Because she is my best friend

2. Caca : Because she is my twin

3. Filda : Because she is my spazzing partner

4. Nick : Because she ships eunhae

5. Hafiz hyung (saje je tambah hahaha) : Because he is the best hyung I've ever knew

Geng spazzing dulu-dulu tu...... dah lupa lah lol. Sebab dulu dah follow kat twitter, lepas tu korang tukar nama, lepas tu tak letak nama betul korang lol macam lah aku letak so aku tak tahu korang ni siapa and sampai malu kalau nak tegur. Takut-takut salah orang sobs. Tapi yang aku still ingat, Yoon. Dia, mana boleh orang lupa. Pfft. Hahaha. Hm lagi.... Aff, Elin, Najun, Aimi, Ana dengan Nana unnie. Tu je kot yang dulu aku rasa aku rapat.
Gambar kenangan? Awww tak ada

Oh well, nak buat macam mana kan? Haha. Takpa takpa. Kalau ada chance, kita tangkap gambar sesama
lol ada ke orang nak tangkap gambar dengan aku? And the last thing, the song that gives a lot of meaning about whoopers for me, is right now, currently playing on this blog. It is a new song, and it sounds sad, but, the lyrics are meaningful sobs. And yes, the singer is Lee Hi, my cute sis.
Eh?
They say that even 1 year, things change from now
And that there won’t be any painful things then
But I know my heart very well
I know so well that it won’t change
Because everyone has a soul mate in this world
And that kind of love cannot be forgotten
Hope lepas anniversary ni, kita akan jadi lebih rapat lagi, okay?

Hehehehe. And and and jangan lupa trend #Whoopers1stAnniversary kat twitter~ Btw, I just met you, and this is crazy, but this is my twitter
account, so let's spazz baby!
Sorry kalau nama korang tak ada. Tapi tak apa, sebab nama korang sentiasa di dalam hatiku lol ew cheesy gila hahaha
Labels: friend, life, sobs, whoopers
Assalamualaikum & Annyeong n.n
Woot woot. Penat weh hangout dari pukul 11 pagi sampai 6 petang

Tapi seronok jugak. Sebab dah lama tak jumpa
lol lama lah sangat hahaha. Actually dah janji gerak dari rumah pukul 10.40 am. Ceh, nak gerak awal lah kononnya. Sekali dah sampai, tengok-tengok rupanya aku yang lambat haha segan aku
First, kitorang gi cinema, nak beli tiket dulu. Kitorang decide nak tengok cerita
Istanbul Aku Datang. Kebetulan time tu hari rabu, so dapat discount lah

Then, kitorang jalan-jalan, tengok-tengok kedai. Sab and Syasya awal-awal lagi dah masuk kedai. Haha. Sab cakap nak beli earphone. Know what, semua accessories+baju+bag yang dia jual, semuanya
OH-MY-GOD-WHY-SO-BEAUTIFUL! Serious, dah berapa tahun aku datang shopping dekat Aeon Tebrau ni, tak pernahnya aku jejak kaki kat dalam kedai tu
Lepas tu kitorang gi food court. Nak makan-makan dulu. Well apparently, I didn't eat. I was too worried that I will out of money in just a minute. So I just bought ice lemon tea
huhuhu 
Time makan, mata aku tenung je dekat arcade games. Hahaha. Lepas kitorang siap makan, terus gi main. Yang paling tak tahan tu time main game air hockey. Syasya ketuk puck tu kuat gila sampai benda tu ter-pelanting dekat lantai

Geram sangat kot hahaha.
Main-main-main, dah pukul 12.40 pm. Kitorang gi surau jap, lepas dah siap, terus gi cinema. Kitorang masuk pukul 1.40 pm gitu. Time masuk, tengok-tengok dah ramai orang. Kay beza gila dengan cinema kat Today lol

Btw, cerita tu romantik and sedih gila tsk tsk

Sampai Nureen yang duduk sebelah aku ni asyik cakap "Eh nak nagis aku *sobs*" Hahaha. Yang Arissa pulak asyik langgar siku aku, cakap yang dia tak tahan nak kencing. Itu okay lagi. Yang tak tahannya, orang belakang pulak asyik memekak. Haduih, tak focus aku tengok cerita tu

Hm sayang sebab Faiz tak join hmm. Asyik gi cuti-cuti malaysia je. Tampar kang

Haha jealous aku. Asyik duduk rumah je. Yang dia, gi bercuti. Hmmmph

Then, kitorang gi lagi food court. Diorang lapar, nak beli waffle. Lepas tu sambung main game sebab token ada lebih lagi. Syasya dengan Nureen dah sah-sah main air hockey lagi. Tapi time tu ada budak cina tengah main, so diorang pergi main dekat tempat junior punya

Sab dengan Caca pulak pergi main drum

Aku? Hahaha aku main camera je

Lepas tu pergi tangkap gambar dekat booth selca tu. Ah entah apa nama machine tu,
lantaklah hohoho. Tapi kitorang tak guna machine tu, kitorang just tangkap gambar
dalam machine tu. Ye lah, 4 keping gambar size kecik macam keychain je RM10. So lebih baik cuci dekat machine kodak tu. Satu keping baru RM1. Jimat woo. Hahaha

Dah siap semua, kitorang pergi kedai Season, nak beli roti sikit. Oh cakap pasal roti, aku terlupa nak bayar duit roti kat Caca. Tergopoh-gapah tadi sebab mak suruh masuk kereta cepat, nak gi klinik gigi. Parking dekat-dekat dengan Harris pulak tu. Dah aku kena patah balik. Dengan dua-dua kaki melecet, terpaksa jalan laju-laju. Seriously, terseksa aku time tu.
Masuk je kereta, tengok ibu tengah menangis sebab tahan sakit kat gusi dia. Hmm kalau lah aku lari and bukan jalan tadi. Kesian ibu sobs sobs. Tengah tengok-tengok kereta dekat jalan raya, tetiba teringat yang Sab ada bagi hadiah. Rupanya kotak ada isi paperclip cute-cute. Kyaaa thanks Sab. And thanks at Nureen too for giving me the strawberry keychain. Soooooooooo appreciate it

So.............. here I am, tengah baring-baring dekat atas katil. Aaaaaah tak boleh lupakan semua scene yang romantik dalam filem tu sobs. Aaaaaah Korea Aku Datang lmfao

Okay sampai sini je lah, sebelum aku merepek benda lain lagi hahaha. Kbye~
xoxo, A. Publish. LOL OK SRSLY BYE.
Labels: friend, happy birthday, life, sobs
Assalamualaikum & annyeoung n.n
Hey, you miss me? No? Click CTRL+W now -,- Pfft, haha. I’ve been busy with school. I bet you’re busy too right? Urgh, I’m sick of thousands homework but I must keep move on. Form 2 have a lot of stress (for people like me, ‘cause I’m having too much fun on last year till I got C in many subjects) /sigh. Well, that’s me. A girl who always having fun and always ignore her studies T.T
So, I had opened my eyes widely and I don’t wanna make the same mistakes. But hey, I’m a human just like you. No one is purfect dude. Everehbody have their own mistake. O-o-k-a-y, why am I talking rubbish right now -.- OKAY-OKAY, LET’S TALK ABOUT SUMETHIN ELSE. SUMETHIN THAT NOT REMIND ME OF SCHOOL :>
Oh yeah, I forgot to say this. HAPPEH BUFDAY NICK, LEO, MANGKI and what else? Gosh, how many nickeunames do you have Nick XD Haha. I don’t have any preshent for ya but I can sing you a song. Hey hey, my voiceu were not bad at all :3
Saengil chukka hamnida
Saengil chukka hamnida
Jiguyeosso ujiyeosso
Jeil saranghamnida
Lalalalalala~
Okay, I didn’t remember the lyrics -_____- Sorry. Baideway, have you heard about BIGBANG’s comeback? Oh my goshh asdfghjkl at last! Yippee! It’s a long time too see they’re back as 5. With Daesung’s car accident plus G-Dragon’s marijuana case…. Sad storeh. But just now I saw from bigbangupdates that they’ll make BIG SHOW concert at overseas. Ahhh, mom please buy meh a ticket XD
Lol, I miss how I’m fangirling over big bang (and seungri too :p) but since 2012… I kinda laff Tabi. Yeaaaaaah, 24 hours with that panda makes me boring. BUT I DIN’T SAY THAT I LET SEUNGRI TO THE OTHER GIRLS. GUISE, DON’T CHU DARE TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME. YOU WANNA DIE?
Just kidding, lmao. Dude, how’s my new look? I mean, my blog. Its blackholic :3 And too simple. Idk why I choose this skin. Maybe because the codes is easy to handle. Aaaaaaaaa and, I had opened back for background request. But, if you wanna request one, you should find a picture that you like to make it as background and I’ll handle the rest. Easy right? Well, it’s hard for me to find a picture by myself ‘cause people who request it might don’t like the picture. It’s not that I’m lazy okay? You can message me in facebook or just tell me at cbox :)
So, that’s all. And hey, can you pleaseu follow my tumblr? Click
{ here } and if you want me to follow you back, message me at there ^^ Yeah, about tumblr, I didn’t receive any fanmail. Looks like I don’t have even a fan huh? Haha.
Had you noticed Tabi’s gif at the sidebar? Gosh his nose, puuurfect *u*
Labels: happy birthday, life, lol, nick, personal
GUYYYYYSSS I'M BACK! Gosh, it's been a month since the last time I posted an entry? Dammit.
Okay so this might be a quick post, and short, or maybe long well whatever. I just want to tell you guys that me, Atiqah, the cutest thing ever in the world, am on hiatus mode YAAAYY!!!!11! LETZ PARTY BIJEZ. Okay no. Why would people throw a party just because I'm on hiatus mode? Or maybe there are some haters out there that actually celebrated this....... Hmmmmhmmmmm well fuck it.
Sorry I was just joking. What am I going to tell you guys is that I'm on hiatus mode starting today, because PMR is just near the corner, and by near I mean THERE'S ONLY TWO WEEKS LEFT HOLY MOTHER OF STRAWBERRIES GUYS. Two damn weeks left but I'm still here sitting in front of the laptop, watching The Master's Sun, while eating pizza, with no pants on, and watching random shits on youtube, especially the video where shane and joey making out together..... Wait what?
Tbh, I'm so scared because I am totally not prepared for this examination shit but still, I can't wait to face it because I'm so tired with school and school probably doesn't give a fuck about me anymore so yeah.... everyone is waiting for the holidays and so do I. And I just can't wait to, finally have a great time with my laptop, and my camera, oooh especially my phone, where I can tweet this and that and insta this and that and whatever shit that I always do there I JUST CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!
And being the random me, I've been promising to myself to make vlogs with my friends and stuffs on this year's school holidays because, everyone is like, applying for SBP and MRSM schools and I'm just staying at my current school, doing the same shits all over again because it's not that you're smarter than me, it's because I'm lazier than you. So.... yeah. It might be a memorable thing we will ever do. I'm looking forward for it and I'm pretty sure I'll post it on my youtube channel, you can find the link to it on my links page here, and really I'm just excited for this. Don't ask me why cos I don't have the right answer to that............ Fucking weird uGH.
I'm gonna end this post here. I'll update more after PMR, I guess. Wish me luck for my PMR examination. I really hope I can get 8As so that I can ask my parents to buy me an iPhone and leave my house and fuck the world up. Nahh I'm just joking......................... BUT WHO KNOWS RIGHT LOL. Okay then, I will leave you for around one month with this shoey gif that I
accidentally found on google just now.
Btw, stop drooling over joey's face. I know he's hot but ew girl, wipe off that disgusting saliva of yours. HAHAHA BYE!
Labels: life
I'm tired of my life?????
Honestly, it's hard to be me. I live with lies and problems. I wake up with anxiety and I sleep with criticism. I have a lot of friends, but none of them are my REAL friend. I always act like I'm happy. I always act like I'm good. No one knows about my inside, about the real me, about the girl that always afraid of losing someone the she loves, about the girl that always force herself to fake smiles, about the girl who is perfect at twisting her reality life. No one really cares about me.
I hate it when people try to be nice with me when they always talk bad behind me. I hate it when I have to figure out something that is important to me at the last minute. I hate it when I look at them acting like that. I hate it when I always being left behind when they are gathering. I just hate everything.
Well yeah, you might be thinking; Dude, there are a lot of people facing worse problems than yours so stop bitching here, or Problems are the main reason why people smile because they finally knew how to solve it, or maybe Keep trying, you are still young. Fucking bullshits.
Yes, I do admit that I am not the only one who experience these shits. There are millions teenagers out there that are just the same like me. A perfect life person might say that I'm just like one of the characters from the TV; so full of dramas. You know what? Have you feel it? Have you ever feel this kind of too depressed feeling? No? So stop judging and stfu. Teenagers who are like me are easy enough being hurt by words. Do you know how they overcome it? They cried. Every. Single. Night. because no one is willing to hear their problems, to be there to give advice, or even lend a shoulder to cry on.
Another thing is, I don't understand my parents. Or maybe they don't understand me. Why? They always mad at me because I don't really spend time with them and I always lock myself in my room. But do you know? Do they ever ask me why I do that? NO. 'Cause when I try to talk to them, the very first sentence that will come out from their mouth is How's school? How's school?? Did they just ask me how's school???? If I could, I would tell them every single details about my problems at school but then Have you done studying? I bought you exercises books not for your room display okay and there goes my feet stepping annoyingly toward my room. Can you see that?
Wait what? Boyfriend? Heh. Can't even get myself a best friend but now we're talking about boyfriend? Yeah, right. I'm too easy to be tricked on, to be cheated on. They came, and they left. They thought that my heart is just like a fucking toy. You play and treat them with full of care, but when you got a new one, they just throw you away, not caring a shit. Hey, it wasn't my fault to be in love with them. And it wasn't their fault to be stupidly attracted to me. Shit happens, dude. But the one who always cry and heartbroken would always be me.
I don't write craps. This is the real me. This is my story. I'm just an author to the book of my life. I write memories, I write my thoughts, I write everything that happens around me. My problem is, I need to open a new book. I need to forget and erase all the memories that I've wrote. I need to be myself. I need to move on. Yeah, one day soon. I just hope I can close this old book and keep it safely in my heart.... or maybe not.
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Sorry cos I didn't update with raya photos like what I promised in my last post. Promises are meant to be broken. Hah! Whatever. I'm just not in the mood today. My friends told me that they will raya together from one house to another so I was like "yeah my mom even suggested that you guys should come to my house" but they were like "uhh we will go to the other houses first but we can't confirm whether we go to your house or not" "i dont really understand the plan but oh well it's okay tho if you don't wanna come. i don't care. up to you guys." "let me make it clear. 10 am we will gather at nad's house and then we will start bla bla bla bla faham?" Seriously are you mad??? I just said that I didn't understand how the plan goes but she sent me the text like she was fucking mad at me for saying like that. Well fuck me, huh? All the rights go to her and all the wrongs come from me. Just great. I was just hoping for them to come to my house as well because my mom didn't get the chance to talk with them on last year's raya and also, I haven't once join them raya together because no one even bothers to INVITE me to celebrate raya with them before this. It's okay tho. Like what I said just now, no one really cares about me.
:)
Labels: life, sobs
This is just a quick entry I guess. And yeah, I'm still at home, even tho raya is just less than 24 hours????? Idek. Anyway, I feel kinda excited for eid but still sad for leaving ramadhan. I also feel fabulous because I haven't "cuti" in this year's ramadhan. And yes, imma girl. Booyeah!
I think I'll be leaving to village around 8pm. Dad will be home at evening so I guess we will just iftar together at home and start our journey at night. My village is not that far tho. Ulu Tiram >>> Kota Tinggi. HAH! Tak ada feel nak raya langsung. Hahaha.
By the way, I wish you guys a very happy eid mubarak, okay? Don't play mercun, don't eat a lot, don't skip the house if they serve you air sirap ((like seriously)) and don't ever show that i-fucking-want-duit-raya face. That's kinda........ inappropriate to do. And last but not least, drive carefully and be safe! Wow I nag a lot today.
I think that's all. I'll update this blog next week with some raya photos. Take care. Bye! ^^
Labels: life
Ayo waddup. So, PMR trial has just ended (26/07 till 01/08) and that means, FREEDOM BABY. Fuhh. Five torturing days, PMR candidates sitting in dewan, holding a pencil and a pen, answering all those hard questions, just to achieve our dream; straight As. It pretty much sounds crazy right I mean you sleep at 4am everyday just to read or do revisions to prepare for PMR. Damn.
A lot of things happened during the exam. And when I say "things", I meant shit stuffs.
Why? What? Something happened? Well yeah, someone just ruined my life. And I can't believe it happened during the exam week dammit. Actually, I was in a relationship with this guy, he's fifteen, just like me, but he's in the second class while I'm in the first class. We had been dating since Form 1 but we decided to break up since we are facing PMR this year, so yeah, it was a heartbreaking moment but it's for the best.
He said that he will wait for me until the end of PMR examination and I was like "uh yeah okay whatever as long as we're together after that then I'm fine with this". So I wait. Till now. It has been 6 months, I guess. But surprisingly, on last Friday, our school did iftar jamaie together with the teachers, and I heard his classmates said that he likes a girl from his class. Man, only God knows how sad and angry I was at that time.
I don't really care if he's dating with another girl, because I know, one day, this thing will happen. But it makes me angry that he doesn't even care about my feelings. Why wouldn't he tell me about it? Why didn't he just admit it? If only he tells me the truth earlier, then I won't be keeping my grudge on him (once I hate that person, I'll hate her/him, like, forever, duhh, and revenge is just my style okay it's a natural feeling).
I cried....... for two days. I've been dealing with the problem by myself. I don't really like to share it with my friends. I always thought that if I could deal with those bullshits, I could be stronger than before. But it just hurts. It hurts to know about these things. It hurts to know the truth. But it only hurts more to be the last person to acknowledge it.
I couldn't bear with the pain and I guessed sharing my problems with the right person won't hurt nobody so I told my friend, Sabrina, about it. I'm not really used to share my problems with her but I thought that she might cheer me up a lil bit. And yeah, she really did a great job at cheering me up.
For the first time after 48 hours I was in dilemma, I can finally smile again. I can finally put on that happy grin and show it to everyone, and it wasn't fake at all. And the best part is, I moved on. Damn that was quick. Hahaha. There is a quote that I had read before this, idek who wrote it, but it sounds like this:
Stop crying and keep smiling. He/she doesn't worth your tears.
It sounds nice isn't it? And I don't think I can get over this painful moment, but I will just go through it so that it reminds me my bitter past and so that I won't do it again in future. Also, to remind me that I need to find a boyfriend like pewdiepie. Damn guys you really need to check out his youtube channel! I've been subscribed to him since early 2013 and he never fails to make me laugh and cry, well that's because he is very kind to his BROs (bro is his fandom name). And seriously you need to ship him (real name is Felix) with his girlfriend (Marzia) because thEY ARE SO KAWAII DESU DO YOU EVEN FEEL ME????!?!
Okay guys. I'm gonna end this post here. I wrote a lot of things today, and blah blah blah, I know that I'm too young to have a boyfriend. But that's the point! It actually reminds me to not date a guy if you're still studying in schools because those guys are still students, and what's the point of having them to be your boyfriend if they still can't make money?! Lmao. That's all, bye!
Labels: life, school
Hellooooooooo. This might be a long shit post where I'll talk about my ((weird)) habits. I find some of it annoying and kinda funny so I guess it would be great if I share it with you guys..... since I don't have any idea what to write on this blog lol
a. People
The first time meeting people will always be awkward as hell. So do I. It felt kinda annoying when I wanted to introduce myself first but then the other people suddenly started to talk about herself and we were like smiling or laughing to each other, didn't know what to do and thought shit stuffs like "bitch you just cut off my words now I let you speak why the hell aren't you speaking" but usually it went smooth, at least for now. Har har har.
b. Friends
Actually, it is very hard to be my friend if you don't approach me first. But if I approach you first, then it means I wanna be your friend. And seriously I have no best friend till now. Well, since I am so phobia to replace my old best friend which I lost him a few months ago, I thought that best friends are bullshit. They changed, some are good and some are bad. And he was the bad one. Hm.... Oh and I hate it so much if someone say "apa yang kau merepek ni" when I'm in the middle of explaining important stuffs. Friends or not, my fist, on your face :)
c. Eating
I like foods. Wherever I go, I will always munch foods. Yknow I kinda hate it when I see a couple, eating together at a restaurant, talking about love stuffs (ew) but didn't finish their meals. Why? Because they feel shy to eat a lot in front of their lover. Dude, that's fucking gay. Girls, I've seen this a lot. Please, don't be scared to eat in front of your guys. If they love you sincerely, they will love you for whatever you do. You can't hide your eating habits from them coz one day, soon, if you guys get married, you guys will have to share your secrets too even if it's bad. Don't feel offend but this is just my opinion. I just don't like it when people doesn't finish their foods. Such a waste. Btw I'm eating sushi while I write this hehehe.
d. Relationship
Seriously, my kind of relationship is the one where the girl and the boy could talk shits about themselves, doesn't feel offend when mocking, call each other with stupid names and act like we're not even a couple when we're hanging out together. I love those stuffs <3 For me, it's kinda boring to call each other 'sweetheart' lah, 'baby' lah. That's because most people use that nickname when they're in relationship. Well sorry mister, I'm not. I'm different than the other girls.
e. School
Euurrgghhh. I hate school. Not because I have to wake up at 5.50am everyday, not because I always get summon tickets from the teacher whenever I don't hand on my homework, no. I hate school because I have to waste years to learn useless subjects when my dream is to be a photographer. I don't even know why does photography relates to history subject. Yep. You guys know the answer is 'does not relate at all' but YEAH THAT'S PRETTY MUCH MY PROBLEM HERE DO YOU EVEN FEEL ME. But the thing that I hate the most is that the clock goes too fucking slow in school. And I'll always get impatient for recess time. Btw, my fave questions when I'm at school are "when are we going home" or "homework ah?" or "what time is it now"
d. Crush/Boyfriend
I have this one weird habit where I'll recognize and remember my crush/boyfriend's back look. Don't think that I'm a sick pervert okay. It's just that I'm shy to talk or stand in front of them so I usually sneak behind them and enjoy the precious moments of life by watching their back view (lol okay I do sound like a sick pervert but seriously, I'm not). And even though I have the courage to talk to them, I find it hard to look at them in the eyes. It's like their eyes are shooting laser or smthg that can make me blush so hard like a tomato colour on my face lmao.
e. Fashion
Fashion is my life. I like to match my clothes and pants with different colours because it's not fashion if it's just one colour yknow. Fyi, if I save money, I'll spend all of it on fashion. And of course my hobby is online shopping. I had tried to get away from this bad habits coz I'm afraid if I'll spend my soon first salary on fashion and I might end up with only 20 cents left but I can't. Nice clothes are just nice to spend on omg
f. Thousand of feelings
When I'm nervous, I'll always play with my nails. Yknow like rub it or bite it smthg like that. When I'm sad, I'll be as quiet as I can to get rid of those sad feelings by myself. But I usually end up crying alone in my room. What else.... Oh, when I'm happy, there's always a moment when I suddenly think of those sad people that doesn't have the chance to be happy like us (that's fucking weird idek why) and when I'm angry, I always bite my lips. Sometimes I bite it so hard till it's bleeding ^^;
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Okay, that was awkward. Hahaha. There's actually more than this but I guess eight is enough. And whoooops, trial PMR is getting nearer and I haven't prepare a shit gosh. Btw, I got number 18 in my class. Well, I had tried my best but I could only got 5As. Better try harder next time. Okay then. SYS ah? Bye!
Labels: life
New book, new look, new life
Hye guys. So school has started today and things were doing just fine, well at least for me. The girls, as usual, gossip-ing like there's no tomorrow. While the guys..... idk. Nothing interesting to talk about them. Hahaha. And I proudly announced to my friends that I had lost 2kgs in two weeks (we did a bet before the school holiday started but everyone had gained weight so they just shut their mouth and didn't mention about it which I'm totally fine with it coz I just wanna brag about my new weight heh)
Today at school, I heard a lot of whines like "two weeks are not enough for me" and "I wanna sleep". Okay I admit those whines were not from my friends but from my own mouth lol. It's true! Two weeks are not enough for me to relax. I need my beauty sleep you know, don't even judge me.
And as usual, I always looked out to the windows, hoping to see my crush. Two weeks off, how could I not miss him right. But I don't really like him now. It's just that I couldn't trust him anymore (the hell did I just say) (why am I changing the topic) (and why the hell do I keep writing in brackets)
In English class, Sir returned our exam paper and when Sir called my name, Amir said "Atiqah? Hm dia tu takyah cakap lah." At that moment, I could just shout "kwajo" (tho I don't really like that word hm) but I teased him and did that smirk while I took my paper from Sir. Lol I should've looked at his face. TAKE THAT, YOU BIG-CHEATING-ON-EXAM GUY. And after English class, gosh can you guys believe it? He was talking about porn! Eurgh. He talked to Haiqal and said that "hardcore" is better than "anal" and I was like "wtf did you just say" but Haiqal didn't understand those words and didn't have any idea what Amir was talking about. Well thank God, I don't want that giant guy ruined my friends' mind.
Well that's all, I guess. Hope I will write on this blog even more in the future. Even tho I was just babbling alone and you guys probably won't read my posts har har har. Wait, you guys really don't read my posts?
You guys don't even know how much I love him. He's also the reason why I'm downloading a lot of games. HAHA! Don't judge mehhhhhhhhh. I'm serious.
Labels: life, out of topic, school
Hye guys. So it has been 3 months since the last time I posted on this blog. School stuffs and shits, well you know it. And after two weeks of
hell exam, I finally got two weeks off from school. Unfortunately, the two weeks holiday is not as sweet as how you describe the 'holiday' word when the teachers gave thousands of homework to be done by this holiday. Seriously, this is not the holiday that I've been waiting for.
Anyways, fuck the homework coz YOLO right? And yep, when I said that, I really DID that. I haven't done a shit and even touch my bag. LOL nO. I need my beauty sleep for these two weeks, okay. Hahaha. Haaaaaa...... um okay so what now? Omg this is so embarassing. Idek what to say anymore.
Oh! I want to officially announce that I've reached 1000+ followers on tumblr. YEAH DUDE BOOM FUCKING SHAKALAKA. Thanks to you guys who had followed me. Seriously, I don't know why do you guys follow my crappy tumblog I mean all I did is just sit on the sofa, open tumblr, reblog, reblog, reblog, likes, reblog, cats, food porn, reblog, breathe, reblog and reblog. And lately I've listed my fav editors from tumblr and try to learn from their editing style. Well, I don't think that's copying tho. And as long as they didn't feel mad or uncomfortable (wait wHAT) with my edits/gifs, I'm fine.
Maybe you guys follow my tumblog just because "Oooh, another seungri fanblog. Lemme follow this and soon unfollow back whenever I have time" or "Lemme follow this blog and steal her edits/gifs and crop her sign out and post it on my tumblr and tagged it as mine so that I gain more followers" or "A kpop blog??? *stares* *stares* *stares* *stares* *stares* *follows* *ten minutes later* *unfollow*" Hahaha well who knows right? But I really don't care about the number of followers. As long as you guys like my edits/gifs, that would make me feel happy. I know, this may sound cheesy or what, but, I LOVE YOU GUYS. YEAH. GOODBYE.
Labels: life, lol
Segmen Whoopers 1st Anniversary
Assalamualaikum & Annyeong n.n
Kay aku sebenarnya menangis bila baca
entry ni. Serious, baca tajuk dia je dah mengalir air mata. Entah kenapa, aku rasa macam baru je masuk group tu, padahal dah setahun dah ni

Saat-saat bersama Whoopers? Hmm aku ni dah lah tak aktif. Kenangan mendenya kan hahaha. Tapi seriously, itu je lah group yang aku rasa aku suka dengan semua ahli dia. Cuma
sorang tu je lah kan. Har har ._.
Well, maybe korang dah lupa kot pasal tu. Sebab aku pun tak suka kecoh-kecoh kan masalah. Aku sebenarnya nak pendam je dalam hati, tapi bila dah sakit sangat, aku terpaksa bertindak. I made a stupid decision on that time,
I leaved the group. Sengal kan aku? Tapi kalau aku tak buat perkara yang sengal tu, maybe aku akan sakit hati sampai ke hari ni. Hmm. And thanks to Darla unnie for helping me /bows/

Lepas beberapa minggu, aku masuk balik group tu. Orang tu pun dah senyap je. So aku rasa,
okaylah biarlah apa nak jadi, tapi kalau benda ni happen lagi, memang aku terpaksa leave group tu and tak join balik. And yes, aku menangis. Menangis bukan sebab sakit hati, tapi menangis sebab aku yang tak selalu bergaul dengan diorang ni pun tetap ada manusia yang ambik berat pasal aku

And dari kejadian tu lah, aku dapat best friend nama Alyaa

Seriously guys, dia ni baik gila and comel and sporting and comel and macam-macam lah. Hahaha. Kitorang selalu chat dekat fb. One day, dia ada call. And, it was my very first time for hearing her voice! Suara cam budak umur enam tahun wehhh jealous aku hahaha

Uhhhhmmm bias? Terang lagi ber-flaslight dah, of course Seungri

Hohoho. And madu? Wait,
madu? Aku tak tahu lah tapi aku rasa Hafiz hyung sorang je kot hehehe. Sebab kebanyakan korang ni suka group-group baru cam EXO and B.A.P, kan kan kan? ._.
"5 Whoopers yang anda rapat" Seriously weh nak nangis aku baca point tu. Bila dikira, tak lebih tak kurang, lol memang tepat-tepat 5 orang ni je yang aku rasa aku rapat:
1. Alyaa : Because she is my best friend

2. Caca : Because she is my twin

3. Filda : Because she is my spazzing partner

4. Nick : Because she ships eunhae

5. Hafiz hyung (saje je tambah hahaha) : Because he is the best hyung I've ever knew

Geng spazzing dulu-dulu tu...... dah lupa lah lol. Sebab dulu dah follow kat twitter, lepas tu korang tukar nama, lepas tu tak letak nama betul korang lol macam lah aku letak so aku tak tahu korang ni siapa and sampai malu kalau nak tegur. Takut-takut salah orang sobs. Tapi yang aku still ingat, Yoon. Dia, mana boleh orang lupa. Pfft. Hahaha. Hm lagi.... Aff, Elin, Najun, Aimi, Ana dengan Nana unnie. Tu je kot yang dulu aku rasa aku rapat.
Gambar kenangan? Awww tak ada

Oh well, nak buat macam mana kan? Haha. Takpa takpa. Kalau ada chance, kita tangkap gambar sesama
lol ada ke orang nak tangkap gambar dengan aku? And the last thing, the song that gives a lot of meaning about whoopers for me, is right now, currently playing on this blog. It is a new song, and it sounds sad, but, the lyrics are meaningful sobs. And yes, the singer is Lee Hi, my cute sis.
Eh?
They say that even 1 year, things change from now
And that there won’t be any painful things then
But I know my heart very well
I know so well that it won’t change
Because everyone has a soul mate in this world
And that kind of love cannot be forgotten
Hope lepas anniversary ni, kita akan jadi lebih rapat lagi, okay?

Hehehehe. And and and jangan lupa trend #Whoopers1stAnniversary kat twitter~ Btw, I just met you, and this is crazy, but this is my twitter
account, so let's spazz baby!
Sorry kalau nama korang tak ada. Tapi tak apa, sebab nama korang sentiasa di dalam hatiku lol ew cheesy gila hahaha
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Assalamualaikum & Annyeong n.n
Woot woot. Penat weh hangout dari pukul 11 pagi sampai 6 petang

Tapi seronok jugak. Sebab dah lama tak jumpa
lol lama lah sangat hahaha. Actually dah janji gerak dari rumah pukul 10.40 am. Ceh, nak gerak awal lah kononnya. Sekali dah sampai, tengok-tengok rupanya aku yang lambat haha segan aku
First, kitorang gi cinema, nak beli tiket dulu. Kitorang decide nak tengok cerita
Istanbul Aku Datang. Kebetulan time tu hari rabu, so dapat discount lah

Then, kitorang jalan-jalan, tengok-tengok kedai. Sab and Syasya awal-awal lagi dah masuk kedai. Haha. Sab cakap nak beli earphone. Know what, semua accessories+baju+bag yang dia jual, semuanya
OH-MY-GOD-WHY-SO-BEAUTIFUL! Serious, dah berapa tahun aku datang shopping dekat Aeon Tebrau ni, tak pernahnya aku jejak kaki kat dalam kedai tu
Lepas tu kitorang gi food court. Nak makan-makan dulu. Well apparently, I didn't eat. I was too worried that I will out of money in just a minute. So I just bought ice lemon tea
huhuhu 
Time makan, mata aku tenung je dekat arcade games. Hahaha. Lepas kitorang siap makan, terus gi main. Yang paling tak tahan tu time main game air hockey. Syasya ketuk puck tu kuat gila sampai benda tu ter-pelanting dekat lantai

Geram sangat kot hahaha.
Main-main-main, dah pukul 12.40 pm. Kitorang gi surau jap, lepas dah siap, terus gi cinema. Kitorang masuk pukul 1.40 pm gitu. Time masuk, tengok-tengok dah ramai orang. Kay beza gila dengan cinema kat Today lol

Btw, cerita tu romantik and sedih gila tsk tsk

Sampai Nureen yang duduk sebelah aku ni asyik cakap "Eh nak nagis aku *sobs*" Hahaha. Yang Arissa pulak asyik langgar siku aku, cakap yang dia tak tahan nak kencing. Itu okay lagi. Yang tak tahannya, orang belakang pulak asyik memekak. Haduih, tak focus aku tengok cerita tu

Hm sayang sebab Faiz tak join hmm. Asyik gi cuti-cuti malaysia je. Tampar kang

Haha jealous aku. Asyik duduk rumah je. Yang dia, gi bercuti. Hmmmph

Then, kitorang gi lagi food court. Diorang lapar, nak beli waffle. Lepas tu sambung main game sebab token ada lebih lagi. Syasya dengan Nureen dah sah-sah main air hockey lagi. Tapi time tu ada budak cina tengah main, so diorang pergi main dekat tempat junior punya

Sab dengan Caca pulak pergi main drum

Aku? Hahaha aku main camera je

Lepas tu pergi tangkap gambar dekat booth selca tu. Ah entah apa nama machine tu,
lantaklah hohoho. Tapi kitorang tak guna machine tu, kitorang just tangkap gambar
dalam machine tu. Ye lah, 4 keping gambar size kecik macam keychain je RM10. So lebih baik cuci dekat machine kodak tu. Satu keping baru RM1. Jimat woo. Hahaha

Dah siap semua, kitorang pergi kedai Season, nak beli roti sikit. Oh cakap pasal roti, aku terlupa nak bayar duit roti kat Caca. Tergopoh-gapah tadi sebab mak suruh masuk kereta cepat, nak gi klinik gigi. Parking dekat-dekat dengan Harris pulak tu. Dah aku kena patah balik. Dengan dua-dua kaki melecet, terpaksa jalan laju-laju. Seriously, terseksa aku time tu.
Masuk je kereta, tengok ibu tengah menangis sebab tahan sakit kat gusi dia. Hmm kalau lah aku lari and bukan jalan tadi. Kesian ibu sobs sobs. Tengah tengok-tengok kereta dekat jalan raya, tetiba teringat yang Sab ada bagi hadiah. Rupanya kotak ada isi paperclip cute-cute. Kyaaa thanks Sab. And thanks at Nureen too for giving me the strawberry keychain. Soooooooooo appreciate it

So.............. here I am, tengah baring-baring dekat atas katil. Aaaaaah tak boleh lupakan semua scene yang romantik dalam filem tu sobs. Aaaaaah Korea Aku Datang lmfao

Okay sampai sini je lah, sebelum aku merepek benda lain lagi hahaha. Kbye~
xoxo, A. Publish. LOL OK SRSLY BYE.
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Assalamualaikum & annyeoung n.n
Hey, you miss me? No? Click CTRL+W now -,- Pfft, haha. I’ve been busy with school. I bet you’re busy too right? Urgh, I’m sick of thousands homework but I must keep move on. Form 2 have a lot of stress (for people like me, ‘cause I’m having too much fun on last year till I got C in many subjects) /sigh. Well, that’s me. A girl who always having fun and always ignore her studies T.T
So, I had opened my eyes widely and I don’t wanna make the same mistakes. But hey, I’m a human just like you. No one is purfect dude. Everehbody have their own mistake. O-o-k-a-y, why am I talking rubbish right now -.- OKAY-OKAY, LET’S TALK ABOUT SUMETHIN ELSE. SUMETHIN THAT NOT REMIND ME OF SCHOOL :>
Oh yeah, I forgot to say this. HAPPEH BUFDAY NICK, LEO, MANGKI and what else? Gosh, how many nickeunames do you have Nick XD Haha. I don’t have any preshent for ya but I can sing you a song. Hey hey, my voiceu were not bad at all :3
Saengil chukka hamnida
Saengil chukka hamnida
Jiguyeosso ujiyeosso
Jeil saranghamnida
Lalalalalala~
Okay, I didn’t remember the lyrics -_____- Sorry. Baideway, have you heard about BIGBANG’s comeback? Oh my goshh asdfghjkl at last! Yippee! It’s a long time too see they’re back as 5. With Daesung’s car accident plus G-Dragon’s marijuana case…. Sad storeh. But just now I saw from bigbangupdates that they’ll make BIG SHOW concert at overseas. Ahhh, mom please buy meh a ticket XD
Lol, I miss how I’m fangirling over big bang (and seungri too :p) but since 2012… I kinda laff Tabi. Yeaaaaaah, 24 hours with that panda makes me boring. BUT I DIN’T SAY THAT I LET SEUNGRI TO THE OTHER GIRLS. GUISE, DON’T CHU DARE TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME. YOU WANNA DIE?
Just kidding, lmao. Dude, how’s my new look? I mean, my blog. Its blackholic :3 And too simple. Idk why I choose this skin. Maybe because the codes is easy to handle. Aaaaaaaaa and, I had opened back for background request. But, if you wanna request one, you should find a picture that you like to make it as background and I’ll handle the rest. Easy right? Well, it’s hard for me to find a picture by myself ‘cause people who request it might don’t like the picture. It’s not that I’m lazy okay? You can message me in facebook or just tell me at cbox :)
So, that’s all. And hey, can you pleaseu follow my tumblr? Click
{ here } and if you want me to follow you back, message me at there ^^ Yeah, about tumblr, I didn’t receive any fanmail. Looks like I don’t have even a fan huh? Haha.
Had you noticed Tabi’s gif at the sidebar? Gosh his nose, puuurfect *u*
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